Day ??? of trying to keep anxiety at bay by writing little bits in various places, this being the main one. So here it is, my last day in April summarised.
5:10 am – Joe has apparently decided to be a human alarm clock and wakes me up earlier than I actually need to be up (he has not yet gone to bed himself). This later works against him as I genuinely forget to turn my actual alarm off (a progressively more irritating pink old school alarm clock just in case my phone decides to freeze or die or do an update or something overnight). I rarely set it because mostly I just like to wake up naturally, so I usually forget to turn it off.
